Mondays are such a drag!

I really shouldn't have anything to complain about. Work is just like high school. I swear. High school is never over.

Cherry Bomb.

too busy to breathe.

Halo.

It's been far too long since my last entry. Let me update you. I'm temporarily living with Samu. His parents let me take the guest bedroom for my own. The reason why, my mother's boyfriend moved his lazy ass in. I couldn't take living with a creep. A stranger. A con man. Whatever he is I don't want to be around him. I took a couple shirts, my laptop and camera and hit the road. I haven't been back since. Only a few times to get more stuff. But I know that I won't be here forever. At Sam's I mean. It's temporary. But I don't want to move back in with my mother. No way. Not with that man staying there. It sucks because all my stuff is still there. EVERYTHING. I want to be able to stay in my own room. But for now this will have to do.

If you haven't already guessed, I like to contradict myself.

Teen Angst.

I know I don't follow through with most things. Probably because they are out of character for me. I want to stay true to myself. I can't sink to the lowest of the lows. I have to hold my ground. I want to be respected. I want people to believe in me. Doesn't everybody want that at some point in their life? I'm still young though. I should make the best of what time I have left in my teen years. I shouldn't be forced to grow up so fast. Not when there are eligible parents on hand. Mother doesn't always know best.

Wild Young Hearts.

I'm doing things out the ordinary. Life comes at me fast.
I'm hoping to move on from this part of my life.
I need to grow up. I know it. You know it. They know it.

I wish I had more to say.


Damn these wild young hearts.

Sleepyhead.

christmas in palermo

Hey You Guys!

I wish I would've done more today. But it was just a typical lazy Sunday. Which seems like every day is a lazy Sunday to me. Ugh. Today consisted of me arguing with my 8 year old brother that we don't own Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire on DVD. Holy Jesus, when that kid sticks to his own he does it with an attitude. So it wasn't that I didn't want to argue with him or be bothered. True of the fact is "WE DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER 4 ON DVD." lol. It's sad that was the highlight of my day. But that's cabin fever for you. I've been stuck in my house since last Wednesday. That's a long time being around family. Especially mine. A attention driven father. Bossy attitude ridden mother. Teenage brother going through puberty. Kid brother with body issues. A full house. Then add 2 dogs and 2 cats. 1 hamster and 1 turtle. UGH! No wonder I stay in my room all the time. I can't explain how much I enjoy alone time. I wish today's post was more of a read but I have really nothing to say I guess. Once I get in the habit of writing everyday my posts will get better. Thanks for reading anyway and humoring me. Now back to watching The Goonies.