"the dust has only just begun to fall, crop circles in the carpet, sinking feeling."
Hmm, why do I feel myself falling back into old habits. And when I say old habits I mean him. The one I can't let go. I am giving everything I have to someone who doesn't see me anymore than a good ole chum. I love him, and he loves me.
But not in the same intensity.
So that leaves me feeling the loneliness I always endure.
I have a hole inside me that needs patching up, and I'm a liar if I say I don't.
I have adventure on my sleeve and I'm looking for company.
I don't know if I can move on from this disfunctional friendship that I want to be so much more. If worse comes to worse then I'll just have to take drastic measures. I can't fathom what those options are at this moment. But I'll know soon enough.
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