"Show and Tell, Preach and Yell."
I have fallen into old habits. It was as easy as a skip, hop, and a jump. This time feels different though. Like it could quite possibly work out for the best. All the times before I wasn't completely over it. Now I had come to terms with the situation and understand what needed to be done. But now that I say the window has closed, but not completely, he questions me. Which makes me assume that he may like me once again. And thinking this I'm still having the thoughts of the maturity level I've achieved these past months.
It could work this time.
But now he is wondering why I think these things and doesn't understand how I interpreted these thoughts from him speaking. Then comes in the assuming. Which I always tend to do.
NOT ON PURPOSE.
So I gave him the oppurtunity. A day to think it over. It all comes down to a simple phone call today.
It will decide the fate for us both from here on out.
/stressed and nerve-wrecking/
It could work this time.
But now he is wondering why I think these things and doesn't understand how I interpreted these thoughts from him speaking. Then comes in the assuming. Which I always tend to do.
NOT ON PURPOSE.
So I gave him the oppurtunity. A day to think it over. It all comes down to a simple phone call today.
It will decide the fate for us both from here on out.
/stressed and nerve-wrecking/
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