Sunday, August 30, 2009

So Sorry

"We're so helpless, We're slaves to our impulses, We're afraid of our emotions"

Why is it that I can't make rational decisions? Love and Compassion I have, its Rationality that I lack. Opposite of Beatrice Kiddo. I want to be happy, I know I have to take risks. I want to. But I have to be sure which ones to take. I'm not sure if this is making much sense. I am physically and mentally exhausted. Its wearing me down, slowly but surely. So now I'll wait till Thursday evening and I'll be home free once again. Though being home is the last place I want to be. It's about time I move out. But that won't happen for a long time. There are so many things I want to do and get done but it will just take forever or never happen.

I feel the best after a few drinks and getting out on the dance floor.
It's no lie when they say you can dance your worries away.

Till the lights fade and I disappear into the shadows of the fallen crowd.

No comments:

Post a Comment