Slow Life.

"Even though you're the only I see
It's the last catastrophe"



I would be counting down the days if I knew where and when I was moving out. I think I would like my family a lot more if I wasn't around them all the time. It's different for everybody though. To be honest with you, my hamster is making so much noise right now I can't even think. Why can't I just have that peace of mind? I deserve it. The last time I recall having it was when I found out about me "successfully" withdrawing from college. That was a relieving day. I think I might take up drawing again. I don't know why I stopped. I guess the thought of being forced to do art upset me. I hated being turned against my true love. I should have been stronger than that. But it is my human instinct to back out of anything and everything that I don't have control over. That makes sense on some kind of level I hope. I'm going to pick up drawing again and music. I need to find my compatible music soul mate. Also I need to start writing songs. This blog helps though. So many ideas, so little time...