"Lord know it would be the first time"
this week is thanksgiving break. I don't look forward to most of it. Today I actually stayed up ALL day. I attempted to pick up guitar again. It's been a long time since I've played. I guess because it had a lot of memories attached to it. Not that they are shitty. They are just painful. I just hate who I've been. Ha, thats basically a Relient K song. But anyway, I'm just hoping to reconcile with EVERYONE before the year is over. Just be on good terms. I'm trying to change for the better. I reeeally hate who I was. I thought it was an ideal life. Yeah, no it wasn't. Those people don't have to accept my apologies, I guess hearing me out would satisfy me as well. I really really really want to change. Scratch that. I am changing. Let's hope I get it right this time. Along with those changes, with me picking guitar back up me and my brother sat down and actually hung out and made some music. Well we attempted. He kept showing me up with crazy riffs, but we have to start somewhere.
26 days till Palermo, Italy
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